Seeing so many friends going overseas. I wished I could one of them one day. No matter to work or to holiday. I really wish I could.
What is the reason being a human without enjoy?
What is the reason I should bare of this?
Why should I?
You are not in my diary almost 2 months. But I still care for you. Even I m the one who say break up.
I don't know whether this time is that the right time to let you in my diary again. I'm so stupid and idiot to becoming like that.
Do I deserved this or should us deserved this step?
I am regretting if I am making the wrong move...
I don't know whether I am in the right path...
I am really a normal person just to come to this world to enjoyed and to take care of my family.
Why...Feel so frust and stress.. I don't need a lot of friends.. I just need a few will do..THe BEsT I need Is A FEW is enough For ME...
i just need fews friends that can go around ... chit chat ... just like others doing...
Going to new restaurant that just build...eat like no tomorrow and drink as much as we want...
wearing nice dress with heels, shop till I drop
BUT I am the opposite one... I don go for the places which is newly build, I don't buy a lot of things till I dropped...Every month I am just worried how much expenses and fix commitment shall I pay. That's what I know...
Everytime when i looked into something I really love and like.. I will think and think and think .. Shall I Buy??
End up I won't buy... Seriously I don't deserve all this... WHY??? I want to live like what others are doing..I am not greedy ...
in Love I know it might be my fault or yours... I don't know.. I cried on your shoulder the other day. I knew somethings would happen eventually.. But i don't know how to face it ... seriously I AM SO SUFFER...
shall I tell you?? I don't know and I not dare to tell you...tears flow ='( ...
I just need someone who care me more instead that I need to speak out only can be understand.
i know you for years...you know my style and so do I...
Both of us comes to many stage and get back together . break up and together again.
But WHY you cant really understand me ... for me Love is already dunno how to describe to exist again ... Maybe the song 分开以后 really suit me... I really think of you. I know I did something bad to you months ago....I Am so strictly to break up with you...what I could say... IM SORRY for that...
Friday, May 24, 2013
Saturday, July 14, 2012
No title Post
From childhood till teenagers which i love the most...
Can I or Must I consider an Adult Now? I Dont Know how to differentiate....
But for me is the same.. everything is the same...
I not i been not updating my blog since last year... the pretty long last year after the last post...
I MISS COLLEGE LIFE...this isn't kidding.. I never expect myself standing at the stage taking the college certificate...Cause I Been Long Time I Never Step Up The Stage Since My Graduate with Robe of Kindergarden....
BUT at last I really Made It...even is Diploma but Parents is really happy cause i Made it as I promised,
I Never Expect the PERFECT RESULT, But at least I'M Graduated with Pass In TAR College...
Since graduated from college, my life started to change from teenagers that use to hand out to take money with mummy UNTIL now i need to hand in back to my Mom and Dad which has grown me up...
I Think I Should Consider Myself AS An Adult that every month working that full of commitment which needed to pay half of my salary for car loan, insurances, loans and loans that never ending.
I Still Miss College, But I HATE exam which make me stressful to continue study and don't dare to take the risk...Been working almost a year, but i don't seem to saves up for myself but every month with the salary i wish too....is actually decreasing... I do believe this is life cycle that everyone need to face it... either you study until you old? or working until you die? This is real...Study does not take the whole life but working does... That's is why everyone wake up the first things that comes to mind is MONEY, how am I going to earn extra with the correct way.
I have to be thankful to the job I am working with but all is full of REPORT, cause I got a flexible time which makes me feel tension on...Funny isn't. Replying report, combining report, complain report, this isn't fun after all...I am so tired of working... How good staying at home shake legs and money drop from the sky... *stop dreaming, like that no beggars around*... I should go further myself to the job i committed for my future sake....good nights.
Josephine Tan
Can I or Must I consider an Adult Now? I Dont Know how to differentiate....
But for me is the same.. everything is the same...
I not i been not updating my blog since last year... the pretty long last year after the last post...
I MISS COLLEGE LIFE...this isn't kidding.. I never expect myself standing at the stage taking the college certificate...Cause I Been Long Time I Never Step Up The Stage Since My Graduate with Robe of Kindergarden....
BUT at last I really Made It...even is Diploma but Parents is really happy cause i Made it as I promised,
I Never Expect the PERFECT RESULT, But at least I'M Graduated with Pass In TAR College...
Since graduated from college, my life started to change from teenagers that use to hand out to take money with mummy UNTIL now i need to hand in back to my Mom and Dad which has grown me up...
I Think I Should Consider Myself AS An Adult that every month working that full of commitment which needed to pay half of my salary for car loan, insurances, loans and loans that never ending.
I Still Miss College, But I HATE exam which make me stressful to continue study and don't dare to take the risk...Been working almost a year, but i don't seem to saves up for myself but every month with the salary i wish too....is actually decreasing... I do believe this is life cycle that everyone need to face it... either you study until you old? or working until you die? This is real...Study does not take the whole life but working does... That's is why everyone wake up the first things that comes to mind is MONEY, how am I going to earn extra with the correct way.
I have to be thankful to the job I am working with but all is full of REPORT, cause I got a flexible time which makes me feel tension on...Funny isn't. Replying report, combining report, complain report, this isn't fun after all...I am so tired of working... How good staying at home shake legs and money drop from the sky... *stop dreaming, like that no beggars around*... I should go further myself to the job i committed for my future sake....good nights.
Josephine Tan
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Stressed Up~
Hi, Im back go blog again..i been disappear since i graduate from college. Is been MONTHS i have no time to update myself due to working late and working early in the morning... today i been settling down myself in here due to some problem exist in my life. ya.. IM no longer a teens but an adult . I guess.. Things get different and upside down what i suppose...Cause i feel sorry to my friend also... LYN...i promise her to work together in one company. But then, things isn't come to the right place... cause i not suitable sitting in the computer for whole day... and is indoor..OH NO...
Sometime i think study is better then working..putting out hands and say "MOM i want this much of amount ".. THANK YOU MUM...
But now i actually know how hard is working already...people tend to say ...working is actually to earn money, but i really think that... working is depends on how you actually love the job and get well understand your collegue. Ya, i actually admit that i could not work in the indoor working cause i really could not stand the long hour sitting on the chair... i know outdoor working is seem to be fun. but ya, i know that it could be tough cause if the planning not going well. it going to be screw by BOSS. But i really willing to learn in outdoor working...
Working basically isn't that real fun, just you have to know how to arrange it.. I'm thousand sorry that i quit for this company after few days, wasting the time to teach me things that i don't know and the software itself.
I think i should get myself up to outdoor working and learning the outdoor places...
Sometime i think study is better then working..putting out hands and say "MOM i want this much of amount ".. THANK YOU MUM...
But now i actually know how hard is working already...people tend to say ...working is actually to earn money, but i really think that... working is depends on how you actually love the job and get well understand your collegue. Ya, i actually admit that i could not work in the indoor working cause i really could not stand the long hour sitting on the chair... i know outdoor working is seem to be fun. but ya, i know that it could be tough cause if the planning not going well. it going to be screw by BOSS. But i really willing to learn in outdoor working...
Working basically isn't that real fun, just you have to know how to arrange it.. I'm thousand sorry that i quit for this company after few days, wasting the time to teach me things that i don't know and the software itself.
I think i should get myself up to outdoor working and learning the outdoor places...
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
十全十美
i wonder how do i really start blogging? izit about the nine? what is all about this 9? something special to speak or some how what to speak or write... eventually... nine of you all are really important to me sometime. outing with you , chit chat in classes, assignment together, talks craps that the most important of day. meeting 5 days a week. movie together. mois . and alot more to describe which could not actually finish one day because all those memory comes in 3.5 years. So how could one blog is end... but i could actually speak few words that describe the 9.
The first eventually the J first which come across my mind Jacqueline Tan...she could actually describe as potato, fat eh, short eh, and etc which describe by one of our 9. But i use to title her as Phui Yee. omg i knew you quite a long time ago. never break as doing assignment. as the group? partner ? preparing ourselves for assignment, staying back and go out together.. i really happy to know you as my friend. sometime your thinking might not the same. but you also changes in between this 3.5 years. really happy to know you. This little girl is elder among all of us. but her size seem that she is younger but actually not. pretty, do not really think far when talking. haha.. must grow up d lor...don always kena perli d ya...no longer there to help you sometimes. haha
The second guy is actually Tsen Lung. the first time i met you is 3 years back. thought that you really beh cham wan. cause he is wearing a color spec so i thought he very ham sap wan. so not really talk alot but throughout he is nice guy but not available already. er... his mouth can actually talk non stop which continue talk craps, perli-ing Jacqueline with alot of funny words that make all of us happy, funny. sometime i actually kena perli by him also. but sure one part of the body will blue black. cause i sure cubit him. BUT tsen lung . i do change right. don really cubit or beat you d. cause i use to it already to what you actually take sometimes. Hey, assignment must do yourself ya. go kampar to search where is the photo copy paper eh shop . we cant help you anymore. haha. do research on yourself. and ah... oh ya. before i forget he actually get 'married' with his wife 'psp' . as i think he never leave his psp wherever he go. esp in the class. he will play play play.. no stop. i could not imagine he won't feel bored to the games or somehow the psp...boring for me. haha... don play too much d ah.. listen in the lecture class in future class. all the very best to you from me...don bully others already ah... hahaha...
third guy is Mu Chen, this guy. how do i really describe him? i don't really know. haha.. er... getting to know you is actually the faith from the god. no more 冷笑话 d. even i don really understand sometimes. but i dont really feel is funny lol... is too cold sometimes... especially the 三根羽毛 ah... no more already... tell your kids next time. haha.. i still remember on the first day.. he sit with Phui Yee and as I walk I to the class I thought they were couple. Cause they chit chat just like knowing each other for so long.. But this guy can actually listen to people heart talks. So can actually find him talks eh...
Some people call this guys as birdie .. Cause he like to talks bird language as people don't really understand what he trying to convey. As I know him this pass years . He is the one who changes alot and alot.. From the attire of wearing yellow tshirt one week few times.. Wearing short pants.. Botak man till after three years.. He can be another different people. But sometime you talk can actually make people ki kong lol.. But you no open mouth people think you are good man. But when you started to criticizes someone.. Is gonna be a thunder d lol.. Haha. But I do happy to know you la.. Take care also. And oh ya. He also being influenced for psp master d...
This cha Bo will surely make up whenever she go.. Shopping or eating .. She got a vert strong 桃花运 but she is too choosy.. As she want to in relations with muscular man, treat her good.. Listen to her and perfectly good.. But where to find this guy gor him... Vivian ah.. Cin cai choose la... Haha... Then only slowly change a guy ba... Good luck in everything especially in bf ya... Pppl out there .. SHE IS STILL AVAILABLE ... Faster la.. What ya waiting for????
Hmph, come to this min min... As I love to call her minma... Cause she have a really bigggggg ..... " you know la" .. Ha ha.. When I started to know you , you seem to be quite cheerful lol... And always say yourself no good...but I could feel that you are really a good person. Never ever give up to yourself and no more negative thinking already ya.. If not I really squeeze you into juices... Ha ha... All the best in da life....
LHP ah LHP , among all of us I feel that you are the most 专一want.. You can actually make alot for your man... Good!! Er.. She actually very silent mode one... Dont really talk alot.. But when she start her talk she don really STOP lol... But in fact she is very very kind de ... Good polite ppl... Really responsible lol... All the best ..
Last but not least, I should come to the last one...knew him not long ago as mention all almost 3 years plus.. I knew you about 2 years but mix together not really long.. Cause you are not in cert with us. But is okie.. Cause you are also one of the nine lol...you are really simple as i thought lol.. And good talker especially in the dj roomie.. Got DJ eh capability ... Go from here.. You surely success... All the best and gambateh...
Actually I should change the title to TEN.. Cause 十全十美 is nice to hear...who is the ten . We know her not really long cause she fly to Perth to study d..so sad but happy also lol. Can know her in my life.. She really funny and always want to say hokkien but wrongly pronounce so can actually make our day happy... She went to Perth with a normal english but now she can talk real fluent than us I suppose... Pretty yet cute...kind and nice girl.. Chloe, holiday, au Kah Kee.. Is best to know you.. Must stay strong and keep in touch always ya.. All of us miss you so much... I ll be in Perth one day.. Miss ya....
I think that's all for the blog.. Is really nice to know all of you in my life.. I miss you all and love you all so much. All the best to you all ya... I will always help if I can and keep in toouch alwayssss...
The first eventually the J first which come across my mind Jacqueline Tan...she could actually describe as potato, fat eh, short eh, and etc which describe by one of our 9. But i use to title her as Phui Yee. omg i knew you quite a long time ago. never break as doing assignment. as the group? partner ? preparing ourselves for assignment, staying back and go out together.. i really happy to know you as my friend. sometime your thinking might not the same. but you also changes in between this 3.5 years. really happy to know you. This little girl is elder among all of us. but her size seem that she is younger but actually not. pretty, do not really think far when talking. haha.. must grow up d lor...don always kena perli d ya...no longer there to help you sometimes. haha
The second guy is actually Tsen Lung. the first time i met you is 3 years back. thought that you really beh cham wan. cause he is wearing a color spec so i thought he very ham sap wan. so not really talk alot but throughout he is nice guy but not available already. er... his mouth can actually talk non stop which continue talk craps, perli-ing Jacqueline with alot of funny words that make all of us happy, funny. sometime i actually kena perli by him also. but sure one part of the body will blue black. cause i sure cubit him. BUT tsen lung . i do change right. don really cubit or beat you d. cause i use to it already to what you actually take sometimes. Hey, assignment must do yourself ya. go kampar to search where is the photo copy paper eh shop . we cant help you anymore. haha. do research on yourself. and ah... oh ya. before i forget he actually get 'married' with his wife 'psp' . as i think he never leave his psp wherever he go. esp in the class. he will play play play.. no stop. i could not imagine he won't feel bored to the games or somehow the psp...boring for me. haha... don play too much d ah.. listen in the lecture class in future class. all the very best to you from me...don bully others already ah... hahaha...
third guy is Mu Chen, this guy. how do i really describe him? i don't really know. haha.. er... getting to know you is actually the faith from the god. no more 冷笑话 d. even i don really understand sometimes. but i dont really feel is funny lol... is too cold sometimes... especially the 三根羽毛 ah... no more already... tell your kids next time. haha.. i still remember on the first day.. he sit with Phui Yee and as I walk I to the class I thought they were couple. Cause they chit chat just like knowing each other for so long.. But this guy can actually listen to people heart talks. So can actually find him talks eh...
Some people call this guys as birdie .. Cause he like to talks bird language as people don't really understand what he trying to convey. As I know him this pass years . He is the one who changes alot and alot.. From the attire of wearing yellow tshirt one week few times.. Wearing short pants.. Botak man till after three years.. He can be another different people. But sometime you talk can actually make people ki kong lol.. But you no open mouth people think you are good man. But when you started to criticizes someone.. Is gonna be a thunder d lol.. Haha. But I do happy to know you la.. Take care also. And oh ya. He also being influenced for psp master d...
This cha Bo will surely make up whenever she go.. Shopping or eating .. She got a vert strong 桃花运 but she is too choosy.. As she want to in relations with muscular man, treat her good.. Listen to her and perfectly good.. But where to find this guy gor him... Vivian ah.. Cin cai choose la... Haha... Then only slowly change a guy ba... Good luck in everything especially in bf ya... Pppl out there .. SHE IS STILL AVAILABLE ... Faster la.. What ya waiting for????
Hmph, come to this min min... As I love to call her minma... Cause she have a really bigggggg ..... " you know la" .. Ha ha.. When I started to know you , you seem to be quite cheerful lol... And always say yourself no good...but I could feel that you are really a good person. Never ever give up to yourself and no more negative thinking already ya.. If not I really squeeze you into juices... Ha ha... All the best in da life....
LHP ah LHP , among all of us I feel that you are the most 专一want.. You can actually make alot for your man... Good!! Er.. She actually very silent mode one... Dont really talk alot.. But when she start her talk she don really STOP lol... But in fact she is very very kind de ... Good polite ppl... Really responsible lol... All the best ..
Last but not least, I should come to the last one...knew him not long ago as mention all almost 3 years plus.. I knew you about 2 years but mix together not really long.. Cause you are not in cert with us. But is okie.. Cause you are also one of the nine lol...you are really simple as i thought lol.. And good talker especially in the dj roomie.. Got DJ eh capability ... Go from here.. You surely success... All the best and gambateh...
Actually I should change the title to TEN.. Cause 十全十美 is nice to hear...who is the ten . We know her not really long cause she fly to Perth to study d..so sad but happy also lol. Can know her in my life.. She really funny and always want to say hokkien but wrongly pronounce so can actually make our day happy... She went to Perth with a normal english but now she can talk real fluent than us I suppose... Pretty yet cute...kind and nice girl.. Chloe, holiday, au Kah Kee.. Is best to know you.. Must stay strong and keep in touch always ya.. All of us miss you so much... I ll be in Perth one day.. Miss ya....
I think that's all for the blog.. Is really nice to know all of you in my life.. I miss you all and love you all so much. All the best to you all ya... I will always help if I can and keep in toouch alwayssss...
Friday, August 5, 2011
❤ La Notte Glorious 0308 ❤
❤ La Notte Glorious ❤
What is actually been meant on this day...
oh ya...
is the graduation dinner and so 'called' mass comm night 2011 for mainly
....year 3 students....
having this dinner is actually hardly for all of us...
especially the most 9 of us...
we are leaving very very soon...
BUT
we really do enjoy the nights of the party
there are some picture can tells alot...
i think that's still alot in my Facebook.
after the song of 'Friends' been played..
my heart seem to be uneasy till we went to clubs too...
i don't know maybe this is a must for every student that need to
FACE it...
ya is happy for us to be graduate and proceed to the next level...
so i really hope that we can continue our friendship and also keep in touch
esp to another friend of us...
i'm sorry to all if i miss out anything,
but i do appreciate our friendship especially the VIP
then at last my tears drop when i reach home...
so paiseh to HIM.. haha
i think that's all my nights...
really enjoy and happy...
Thursday, July 14, 2011
happy 365~
happy 365... why it means that, is our one year anniversary... happy...
but we celebrate one day earlier...july 10 so i think should be pre 365?
whatever... as long as i feel happy should be enough..
back to the point... what we do on that day... hmph
he come find me at 4 smthg... waiting me to make up and dress up...
go out from house at about 6 pm.. then drive up to Summer Garden about 6.40 pm lo...
started to order our food... yummy...
but we celebrate one day earlier...july 10 so i think should be pre 365?
whatever... as long as i feel happy should be enough..
back to the point... what we do on that day... hmph
he come find me at 4 smthg... waiting me to make up and dress up...
go out from house at about 6 pm.. then drive up to Summer Garden about 6.40 pm lo...
started to order our food... yummy...
thats our food we eat that day...
as usual i love mushroom soup ^^
then our next station is batu ferringhi ..
BUT
before going up...
we went to Tesco at Tanjung Pinang
WHY???
i go and take present that i prepare for us...
hahaha
that the presie .. the keychain with our name on...
THEN straight heading to batu feringgri after that...
reach there at 9 smthg...
walk for a while...
bought a spec lo...
as i want it so long... At last.... haha...
my new spec...
♥♥♥♥♥ our picture ♥♥♥♥♥♥
then after buy walk a while then go home lo...
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY~
♥♥♥ mwahs ♥♥♥
Friday, June 10, 2011
back to blog
hi, since i disappear so long. i think i should start to blog again. i got a boyfie now as peoples know...is really as fast as thunder. i got with this guy almost a year. but i never regret what i want to be with him again. AGAIN ? you will be thinking why i put this Again instead of him and full stop behind. curious huh.. ya this is the third time to be with him. and in my eyes right now i will know definately people will start saying 好马不吃，回头草.
but in this new era, new generation. things got change.. now what i think is more than i expect. he treated me really good compare to last time. and i think this grass is better than last time. being fresh and greenie lo. so i am not regret what i made this decision for. love. besides, i been thinking alot to write on the blog. but i forget already. now what i know is that he is moving to new house soon, so i should help him to check out for everything. and brother getting married soon. so next week going for family photo shooting and i know this gonna to be tiring...
And yes.... today is Friday, tomorrow eventually is Saturday and going for Daorae as being promised for months... at last... i could go there for a try, and treat by him... haha...i shall enjoying and posting those photo after im back from there... so excited...hahaha
but in this new era, new generation. things got change.. now what i think is more than i expect. he treated me really good compare to last time. and i think this grass is better than last time. being fresh and greenie lo. so i am not regret what i made this decision for. love. besides, i been thinking alot to write on the blog. but i forget already. now what i know is that he is moving to new house soon, so i should help him to check out for everything. and brother getting married soon. so next week going for family photo shooting and i know this gonna to be tiring...
And yes.... today is Friday, tomorrow eventually is Saturday and going for Daorae as being promised for months... at last... i could go there for a try, and treat by him... haha...i shall enjoying and posting those photo after im back from there... so excited...hahaha
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