i miss him so so much......

i do miss him so much.... we been 5days din not meet up the first time since im bak from national service... i really do miss him... but what can do... he juz change his job recently ... so we less msg, calling, last time use to update, but now no more.... really miss him... GOD... when can we meet....??? i really miss him........ what can i ask him to do is taking a picture n send it to me through mms.. that wat can do... haih....

i think this is the latest him that i ask him to send me.... miss you dear....

haPPy...

why am i so so happy...?? i relli did not noe that im having such good result.. what i predict all times for my result is not reli what i wan.. i got a good result for my last sem.. and i do not need to resit any paper.. reli happy till cant express.. i got 3A-,2B+ and 1C+... i did not fail any subject instead i took so much of As.at first i reli did not reli noe that i got tis result.. i juz feel that i will pass alll sub... but.. haha ..relli happy... this is wat i wanna to post.. but after that for this sem.... assignment like mountain... haih......

cLaSS StArT.....

well... starting this sem 2 is quite fun i could say.... cz not tat boring staying boring bside tat...btw sem2 started with alot of subject to study compare to last sem....but is relli scared my exam gradess...result is out in two weeks time...haih..so so so scare.....in the last two weeks is my holiday ....so how i spend my holiday is like one week is reallly my holiday sleep, shopping, eat, dating....but comes to the second week of my holiday i been called to work in SS as a promoter....so i did go... but the feeling to me like last time i worked there...is popping out like reli lazy to work there ..mayb need to stand for a day... btw i take a lot of leave.. not to go to work...bout 7days i go 5 days olyy.cz fren of mine bak in town to have fun...but i could say pass few weeks i go to bowling for 4days repeatedly..haha.. haha so din not earn tat mucchh hundred over oly...so this is how i pass my holiday...bye bye two weeks holiday....

PanGkoR iSLaNd ^^

well...starting this blogging might be long or short..we 22ppl goin to pangkor island on the 27-28 sept 08...we started our journey at 1pm with cj van..2 vans were to drive in there....in the van we separate into groups of course.. in cj van we have-cj,cheng ling, me, daniel, daryl, lyn, patrick, wayne,m sim,ben,raj... in this van...the other one is MH driving.. their name i not reli noe..sorry...

so we go reach the port is around 3smthg...but unfortunately we have to separate wit the guys...so bout 9gals n 1guy following us.. the other 11 sit the other ferry cz they need to rent a motorbike to use...while we in the ferry we gals take a picture...this is the picture we took...nice ya...

wen we reach tere check in the kind of chalet...em... really nice in there we rented 3 chalet...in our room oly 4 coupless....two couples in each room...of course..me n dear with cheng ling n joo in the same room..after we settle all this things down all of us wen down swimming..is late d so cannot go to beach n have fun so we go to have swimming in the pool...reali nice..we plays some ball game.. than after tat we bath n till night having dinner n juz round of the 'pekan' there lo.. to buy the famous 'tidbits fish' a lots of food more...than after we buy all wen back to the chalet to put things...than after tat we plan to round island.. cz of some matters 4couples of us din not go out... oly the other 2 chalet wen out oly...so we stay in the room sit down n chat lo.playing poker card...than we slept around 1smthg..on tat time we realli wanna to sleep but mana tao we chat in the room till amost 3smthg.. haha....so the next day we woke up in the morning bout 8oclock.. thn we go out to the sea.....having snorkeling.... lots of things to see in the sea....reli dfficult to explain cz is kinda of nice n beauty..thn after snorkeling we bath than packing out to go home.. cz is one day trip...we reach in the port is relli hungry cz we din not eat from morning till 3 smthg so we have KFC there -yum yum... but for the guys the having chicken rice oly...than we start our journey from there bout 4smthg.. than that time cj din not drive instead dear driving n of course.. i sit beside of him... haha ....than we reach pg is amost 7smthg... tat time we still haven go home..they plan to go to bowling lo...so i went bak to his hse to drop stuff thn i wen bak home to.. b4 goin bowling having dinner in red garden... than bowling in penang bowling....i think i reach home is bout 12 smthg.. tat time reali tired...but this is really happy n memorable to me.. cz this is the second trip i go out with dear.. n i hope tat more n more is out.. goodbye pangkor...

My BiRthdaY CelebRatioN ^^

I should start here ... on the 16 sept night dear actually plan to go to eat western food with me n his frens..but at last me n dear go oly...we go to he fettes park eh western food...he order chicken maryland n i had sizzling chicken n ham...than while we eat dear told me that he bought present for me ..that normal ppl sure ask what is tat...than i ask dear .. dear say he scare i won like n i reply to him what u buy i aso like..than when we go into his car.. i wan to take the inside the arm rest...than he say cannot take yet..tat time i reali curious...cz that time we goin to the penang bowling..whn we reach there i take n see the things tat dear give...is a couple key chain..is quite nice...than wen we reach there penang bowling got a competition that dear fren say is full so we change it to one stop bowling centre... so when reach there is bout 10 smthg d so they start playing bowling...(joo,dear,ah kang,ben,jeff n daryl) than i n mun sim sit down and watch them place... they play two games...the first game they draw...n the second game won by - dear , joo n ben group....than after playing they goin to snooker centre but dear n me din go that time already 12.00am means is on 17 sept.. thats my birthday...dear wish me a happy bithday than that time already reach the car place... than dear suddenly open his car bonet..he gave me a big present...
than i reali surprise n i shout happily... n say a thank you to dear lo...haha.... than i reach home at 1smthg.. is like i reli happy till dunno wat to say....this is the first time i celebrate birthday with my bf....haha... thankkkxxxx..........

Than on the real day of me 17 sept.. morning i wake up as usual... than i follow my mum out at 2 smthg .. than din go anywhere juz go to my mum fren shop n sit oly ... but my frens (suet li) call me to go out at night to redbox to celebrate my birthday... haha than when reach there is already 9 smthg cz dear late come fetch me... is ok to me n my fren... so i could say is the first time i drink a lot of beer...than later on the waiter come in n ask for some games... the games is a competition drinking beer with straw..omg is really funny..dear drink the beer than have consolation price that is a original cd of a singer...i think is a superstar guy winner last two yrs...than my fren bought a birthday cake for me ...

thank you alot my frenz....than after blowing cake than we go back home d lo...cz dear working the next day... so we go bak around 12 smthg n tat time a bit of blur blur..haha than i reach home bout 1 smthg...than this how i pass my birthday...haha. ...is reali a memorable birthday i ever have.. thank you dear n friends...

dear n me

pin, suet li, cynthia n me

apple n me

my exam ends...^^

My last day exam is tomorrow and i could relax myself....it such a pressure for me in this 2 weeks but at last could finish it....but after finish exam the things that much scare is result..of course..reali reali afraid of the result..haih...goin to have 2 weeks plus sem break...think should be fun.. haha..but this sem break suppose goin to be very very boring-i think .cz no job no money.haih ..is juz a short blog could write.hehe

MerdeKa Day ^^

On the aug 30 means medeka eve , as i still remember tat we when to round island tat time..me n dear with his big group of fren.. i could say is extremely large group i ever say.but i could say to my dear tat we miss one out ..that is my dear fren's gf -cheng ling miss out cz she study in johor..i couls she is the first dear fren's gf tat i could chat along....we start our journey at 12am (31 aug) morning.. em we go alot of places to round...from farlim to teluk bahang.. but unfortunely i could say every road is full of police - blocking ... so we round here n there...but our buttocks is pain cz sit on the bike for the whole night....dear hand pain cz of driving lol--keksian him nia.. at gurney drive i saw the cow putting flagss...this is the picture...is really special n nice...hehe

after that we continue round island than around 3smthg in the morning is starting to bored and sleeping..than his fren say go to have morning breakfast at old places 'bird shit place' than wen we reach there we order food and drinks but till around 30min the food oly been serve.. and i had a plate of tomyam manggi n a cup of teh ais..than after finish dear tell his fren tat we goin back d...at tat time is almost 4smthg ..while we goin back nth special but got police blocking n i reach home around 5 o'clock...is such a memorable day..

FirsT bLoG..

I wonder where should i start to write my first blogging??? em i think i will write for how we know, we started the relationship with this guy n we starting to been together for 7 months n 26 days (if i not mistaken)… i start with him on the january 15… before we had this relationship i knew him for 7 years in school bus… in this 7 years we are as normal as a normal fren..(long huh??) i think…last time while we are in bus we talk like a normal fren till crazy, playful… haha..as i know he told me tat last time he wanna to chase on me..but at last we did not start cz he did not told me so…after around 5 yrs he stop to sit school bus coz he start to drive bike to skol..so we stop contact , stop to meet each other at the same time… suddenly one day surprisin he msg me n tat time i still study in secondary skol…as normal we msg on da phone..cz i cant go out cz my parents don let me cz i still young…when we msg we aso like a normal fren n msg cant be everyday n jus in and out msg …till last time on 2004(i think) i finish my form3 i started to work in SS as a promoter…and we met back cz he is aso a temporarily promoter too..but in different department…tat time aso normal for fren we juz chat few times…i think tat time he is still single…haha. till the year of 2007 i finish my form 5 and i when back to the same place to work for temporary March..after working for a time i when to become promoter at handphone shop for such a short time..n i been work in motor shop but also temporary… because im goin to NS in March…so when i work as a promoter for hp i finish my job at 9.30 every night..
So i can say we started here…em every night i drive home with my bike n i park at car park n he fetch me after work will go out with him..tat time i am like a cinderella..when time strike 12am my phone will be ringing..guess who?? is my mum calling me tat i have to go home…so i everytime goin out with him not oly 3-4 hrs..but everytime when i wanna to go home his face will be like “oh so early go home do wat” n i will reply him with a words ”my mum calling”… he will say oh no lesen wan…but we continue to be out everytime ..like one week 3-4 days.. but everytime my mum sure called.. so like he is quite pek chek…haha…so got one day when is december 24 he call me to go for christmas eve…i could say tat is the first time i could go out till late at night but my mum called aso la…haha..when is tat day i reli happy..is reallly a lot n a lot of ppl there at gurney drive..so as normal i sure stick to him cz fren sure spraying to each othe..first actually i din not get anything to me …but his fren as him “can we spray on this gal”?? do you know wat he say tat this make me so dissapointed .. he say ‘as you all like’ tat time i been spray till like a snow ppl…so sad n disappointed tat he could say like tat … n later on we go back lol..so we already stop msging.. but tat time i now i already got feel with him n he aso ..but we dare not tell to each other…so when it reach dec 31 i ask him where he will go he say he dunno … n he say he might fetch a lot of ppl on dat day…so i ask him bak could i join with u guys…he say cannot cz no place for me to sit..so tat time i really so so so extremely sad n disappointed..so i have to find my own program so i find a fren of mine but he don like tat much.. so we wen out tat night.. we go to the lounge to have some drinks…than my fren’s fren say so early lets go to beach n sit … so is reli reli late tat night..we go till almost 6 am in the morning…but tat time he msg me (dear) n saw where i m .. i told him where m i …than he say ..’yo go out with me muz go back early but go out with my fren (mum know) can go till so late at night” no good wan…he said!!! than i said i wanna to join u all u say no place d.. than at last he say my car at last got 2 ppl oly .. all give him all the aeroplane.. so sad to him.. so wen is on jan 08 . the same thing i work n work…i aso got go out with him as normal mummy calling aso..tat time our feeling started to come n come…em till the jan 13-14 like tat he msg me with some weird msg… is quite yok ma..hehe..em he ask me - gt bf d n etc lol…than i noe tat we got the chance to be together.. on the jan 14 tat night .. he ask me weather wanna to become his gf or not (msg) i really pai seh to answer.. than suddenly he say coming to fetch me to go to a malay place called “tua ou”-big cup to sit down n drink..tat time is quite late d..whn i ask my mum she say no..n i say my fren gt things to give me …so my mum say asking my cousin to follow..so we when there quite quiet tat time…cz my cousin around n his fren too..after tat when we go home..he msg me asking me wat the answer to reply him…n i saw dunno n at last i said ‘ or we have a try first see how’??
so our relationship start on the jan15 (12.03am)..this is the first guy i would say is the longest..
when we start our relationship is really scared to let my parents knew…cz my parents always say beside my ear don so fast dating..till i really don noe how to tell them i got a BF ….till one things happen to us is my grandma pass away…is really sad to me…n he come to the place where my grandma put .. my mom saw him the first time…he come with his fren called ah yi…tat time my mum curious on our relationship….so till than my mum ask me izit my Bf and i said Yes we a really brave answer..since tat my parents all knew i got a BF..so when the first time i when to his hse..is really shy.. i couldn’t remember when my dear come to my hse for first time..ha ha … sry dear… i could say this is the first time my parents knew i got BF…so i juz like a ppl who got lesen.. can go out till late at night and without any calling from my parents.but i am really happy for those happy time in genting also .. my first trip with dear also..haha ..really happy....wahaha..but i din not take the opportunity to do that everytime lol ..hehe.and…. i really hope will be forever…dear be happy oways n love ya….
thanzz for spending time for those who reading my blog n i wish him will be happy always….